The problem is that I don't need someone who I know will be there if some huge crisis happens. I don't need someone that I know will make time if I have no one else who can save me.
I need someone who will be there every day, any second. Someone who says everything, no filters or evasions. Because honestly the huge crisis is that I have been left behind and abandoned and there is no one left to save me. And I so wish you were the one who is always there, but you haven't been that person for quite some time now, and it's no wonder I feel betrayed.
And tonight ended well but that can't fix the fact that I talk about you way too much for someone that I don't even talk to anymore, and that I still need you way more than you will ever need me.
So if I am important to you at all, please show me, because this rope is fraying fast, and my hands are aching from gripping so tightly. I need you to pull me up.
You pinky promised.
"I so wish you were the one who is always there but you haven't been that person for quite some time now, and it's no wonder I feel betrayed."
ReplyDeleteThis post is so very haunting, and I love it.
"I need someone who will be there every day, any second. Someone who says everything, no filters or evasions." totally relatable, love it.
ReplyDeleteSomehow those pictures are extremely fitting. Especially the last one.
ReplyDelete" I talk about you way too much for someone that I don't even talk to anymore" yup.